anophthalmiaLXIX

PARKING LOT

I'm a centerfold cardboard cutout, trying to figure out what the next page is about
Lost my eyes to a ransom note, a pretty bloody broken handsome joke
Burnt out what they call weakness, waiting for the fueled up weekend
Digging ditches for the earth queen to lay up fences of plastic and porcelain

Mind pour pop a sore, me and you should wage a war
Bring your apocalypse enthusiasm and we'll go down on the mausoleum
Cherry cream soda poppin king, I should know by now what that should mean
Your far side perception motivates my segregated civil intentions

(Chorus)
Hey darlin do you wanna ride
Circlin around the drive
Fillin up the ashtray
Written in the burnholes
Stay away and
Stalled in a parking lot
Warnin no warnin shots no
Stalled in
A parking lot
Ready now here we go

Apethetic bipolar sentences, noticing the holes in the barbed wire fences
Rabid dogs running up to greet us, waiting for the mail man waiting for the bus
Phoenix ashes mixed matched matches, soaking wet lit up a cigarette
No face no sky no meat no flies no dreams no dirty apple pies

We're peeling starlit ceiling, I don't understand that light bulb feeling
Fear of constructive instructed materials reproducin conducivre cereals
Turtle soup fed the group, slurpped it out of some working girl's boot
I am the man picking up cans recyclin aluminum tinfoil e-mail spamxcxx

(Chorus)
Hey darlin do you wanna ride
Circlin around the drive
Fillin up the ashtray
Written in the burnholes
Stay away and
Stalled in a parking lot
Warnin no warnin shots no
Stalled in
A parking lot
Ready now here we go

Gimme a few reasons why my band can't play
The first is just because and the seconds cuzz you can't
Looking for some meaning in some song we made
You'll be staring at the page till your site fades away and







TO QUOTE THE GREAT HORSEHEAD

If anything's god it has to be me
It's the only perspective I know to exist
It's all that exist
If anything
If anything's alive it has to be me
I've only known my lungs to breathe
It's all I know
If anything

This is a

Good time
I like you
Like the way I like like you
I thought you looked pretty
Dressed up and smiling
I thought you were cute
I know your cheeks were red
When you were getting ready
I never told you about the lake
And how like fish we'd never drown
We got the skills we need
To leave deep in the water

I never told you about the sky
And how it'll one day hit the ground
But you'll be safe with me
It floats ontop of water
You're nothing like me
Your sweet tooth's not a cavity
Causing trouble in the store
Causing trouble in the store
So your tulips on the fountain
Have hard time staying dry, have hard times
With your tulips on the fountain
Throw your tulips on the fountain
Have you heard a sad song?
Did it stick to your brain?
Did it bring your whole day down?
Do you wanna catch a movie?
You can't have crime under white sheets
No crocodile crime
No crocodile crime
In the land love's a dessert
All I needed was a kiss
To sink into my lips
To sink into your bed
And float away out to sea
All I needed was your eyes
To see a ways away
To catch back to you
Cuzz your eyes don't belong
To me

But you look like the lion
When you're ready to pounce
But you are a dancer Yea, you are the dancer
Dancing straight into my heart. You are a dancer
Dancing straight into my heart
Clogging up my veins
Smiling up my face
And feeding the butterflies to tickle my food
Tickle my food
Feeding me

Oh can't you see the land
Can't you see the land
Oh cant' you see

The beautiful day
The sun shining on my hair
Leaving kisses on my collar
The ones that never show
You're the one who brings the day
You're the one who brings the day
You're the one who brings the day
You're the one who brings the day
You're the one who brings the day
You're the one
You're the

And you never let it rain
Never let it rain
Never let it rain

So let's play god
So let's play in the sand
So let's kill the ants
With our lenses
So let's play alive
And never believe in death
I heard anything can exist
If you just believe
But Peter Pan was just some guy in tights and by previously stated logic in other songs he didn't know what he was talking about, he probably just wanted to see Wendy hit the ground
If anything
If anything
Blankets are meant for hiding and being ghost
People are meant for spreading sheets and being hosts
But in all and all and all and all
I like conversation
And I like you
To quote the great horsehead
To quote the great horsehead
To quote the great horsehead
To quote the great horsehead

"Hey gurl, I just want to
Take you to Denny's..and buy you like
10 pancakes"
To Quote The Great Horsehead





MICROWAVED MEMORY

We're lost in thought in a microwaved memory
My fingers twitch they have that tendency
Pay my fees in green, orange, and blue
Tell me about me make it something new
I hope you bleed and bleed over everything
I hope you see what you've done to me
Painting tracks all down the sceery
Sneaking in drinks all throughout the winery
Taking down frames and putting up machinery
All my words are short of flattery
Drinking from fishbowls drinking from lips
Putting in shots to sneak through hips
The winters low the summer's spent high
Snow pours down in frozen time
Got my clothes hanging from someones tree
Wind blowing through everything I see
And I could never take
The wind out on the lake
Stay at home take all you need
Just give me a moment before you take your leave
And I could never take
The wind out on the lake
Stay at home take all you need
Just give me a moment before you take your leave

I have added a new member to Anophthalmia which is why the music has changed a bit if you keep up with it but now it's "Anophthalmia and Ms. Amniocentesis." It's still me writing and playing the songs just with a co singer, which happens to be meh new galpal (fun fact). SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSo if you haven't heard any of the new stuff HURRRRR BE THE TWO SONGS WE'VE RECORDED SO FAR....

- Still Up For Breakfast:
soundcloud.com/anophthalmia2/s…

- Sacred Jewel:
soundcloud.com/anophthalmia2/s…

Oh, and the reason it's been hard to get up with me as of late, if you've tried, is basically just music related due to the new addition to EL band. Sorry about that YO.

Fever Ray reminds me of Tarzan. They should do the music for that movie when they rerererelease it from some Disney vault for a selected period of time before putting it back into storage keeping generations from watching the movies, we grew up with, during the period that these movies are needed for development. Unlesssss, of course, we buy them during this time period of rerelease, but maybe I
don't have the money to buy the Lion King during the month of April. Basically Disney, just let Netflix put up all of your good movies and stop being such a douche. I know you gave out Princess And The Frog for awhile, but come on I want to watch Pinocchio. I just want to feel the Disney magic creep back up my spine instead of the modern disappointment I feel for the Disney company. I want the re-installation of the moral mods, and sense of humor, they planted when I was young. Telling us things we need to know like, maybe when we drink we all do become a huge jackasses, and maybe sometimes we don't want to be larger than life, or to small for attention, sometimes I just want to be my height dammit. Throwing us back into the romanticism of love's actual existence in the world, giving us hope, and showing us that in life there are some just really dickish people out their. Making us kids deal with huge adult subjects like how to deal with the death of Mufasa, and giving us different ideals for a starry afterlife.
I miss Disney )=
Sincerely Myself
Anyways Fever Ray's pretty good worth checking out if you haven't heard of them for some reason.

A collection of random stuff woop. A lot of these I've probably already posted up woop woop. Also yes I am finally back woop woop woop.



Laugh my bottled alien
We're heading home
I'm number one in your body
I'm just too close to your mouth
So now my ghost
We'll walk this desert
But to warn you I'll be fucking virgins named Mary
Till they're popping out births of christs
Kingdom cum
We're running from
We're running to
Find a body of Earth rung dry
I pictured your body
Soft and singing
Enchanted and ringing
My phone off it's drop and hook for weeks
Oh vines and weeds
Wrapped you up held you tight
And tighter your throat got
Yelling for some laughter in the night
It's lovely
It's dancing
Wiggle around now
You know how to grab my tongue
Oh Oh oh oh oh
Run cub run run run
I can't keep up
But I'm asking you to run
Light can't come
It's dark in your room
The windows are gone
It's dark in your room
The flash is off
The camera doesn't work
I'm damned for thinking
That a picture would help me remember you
You're kind darling
You're sweet to the teeth
You're stuck there for weeks
Brush brush brush down the drain
Brrrshhhh
You're so lazy lady tasting tastey
I guess you're pretty in my eyes
In your eyes
In their eyes
You're so hastey baby painting crazy
In the cut hands covering my eyes
Your eyes
Their eyes
It's on my plate
On my plate
On my plate
On my plate
Crates of grapes
Crates and crates
Of grapes and grapes
And some crates of grapes
So many grapes in all these crates
So many grapes with expiration dates
It's great to be in possession of all these crates
For my own sake
I'll take a grape out of it's crate put it on my plate and take it out for a date
OH MY GOD I LOVE THESE GOD DAMN SACRED GRAPES
I guess I really do
I've taken a liking to you
Or rather the things we do
While we're shopping for things we don't really want but have the extra cash so we might as well cast it all off into a shopping list to play it safe and make sure that we can survive the next "apocolypse" that you keep saying is going to come but it's not we're not special nothing gives even a bit of a damn but we're just gonna keep flooding ourselves with the idea cuzz we're too dumb to move on from ideas that aren't our own
The ideas of a high horse
Nrrrrfhhhahhhhhh
People






I like to watch you sweat
And hear you moan
I'd like to stay on beat with no metronome
I like to taste your flower
When it's covered in dew
Like to slip like to slip right through to you
I like to fade away
In the summer heat
I'd like to keep our hearts on a steady beat
I'd like to listen to
Your beautiful song
Then tell you that you sung your lyrics wrong
I like to
Listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
To listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
To listen to the state of the mood
I like to
Listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
I like to travel where
Nobody goes
I like to taste your lips and curl your toes
I like to be your prince
Then your lost king
Like to top like to bottom your rusted ring
Like to be a crocadile
WIth one lost tear
Like to give like to give a new song to hear
I like to love you now
Then love you again
I'd like to be the only one every now and then
I like to
Listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
To listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
To listen to the state of the mood
I like to
Listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
I'd like to kill myself
With this fucking high
Like to be outside to watch this body die
I'd like to live in
Some negative space
I'd like to never come to terms with your beggers lace
I'd like to cry out
From the highest peak
Like to give myself give myself a voice to seek
I'd like to be the one
Who comes to rule the world
Like to put in the time till it all gets swirled
I like to
Listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
To listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
To listen to the state of the mood
I like to
Listen to the state of the mood
Oh yeah
I like to watch you sweat
And hear you moan
I'd like to stay on beat with no metronome
I like to taste your flower
When it's covered in dew
Like to slip like to slip right through to you
I like to fade away
In the summer heat
I'd like to keep our hearts on a steady beat
I'd like to listen to
Your beautiful song
Then tell you that you sung your lyrics wrong





She's an unnatural science
She's an unnatural science
She's an unnatural science
She's an unnatural science

It's a dream caught in a catcher with a perplex major
In fucking people over with shooting stars and high horse powered cars
Drifting late to show off lights that blind when they shine
But hey it's fine when my eyes stay in line when the suns going down
Town to where the people jump painted bluefaced and the girls undress
To the sounds of people chanting and the overheated animals start heavy panting
But I guess puppy love ends in kitty tongues and nasty puns
I still carry your metal in my arm from self inflicted harm
From when we jumped off the ledge to act out a lover's leap
That was lost in your flashdrive but it plays endlessly on repeat
In a burntout mind wasted on just smoking the tips of
Paper routes, to nowhere else, but the house that's right in front of me
I know I'll never take a step inside but here's your paper asshole
PAY UP and pay me please

Like a parasite in your lungs
Traveling just for fun
Gonna gonna gonna come
Like a weatherman going down
She's unnatural
For science





An addict
For laughs and magic
And what you call some other things
But I got to know
When it's time to snow
Does the bird know which song it sings
It might be late
In the day
But it's very early in the night
And all my senses
Build up fences
I can't even touch you when you're ripe

So I pucker up
And I just kiss away
You said you caught one
But lost it behind
Have you heard my joke
It's a funny one
You said you might of
And I just laughed

So my lovely lady
Where's the gravy
My mashpotatoes are mountains high
We're shaking hands
Making plans
Just to pass the current tongue tied time
The clock's rewinding
The headlights blinding
But I need to fix this keep pace clock
So I'm early
In the morning
Trying to figure out the wooden door and it's lock

Held my arms out
Jumped in my jeans
Out of yours
Walked into a wall
Got in focus
But I was falling over
Long story short
It was time to fall

I fancy you
You fancy me
All our dreams are full of fancy things
I got a habbit
To chase the rabbit
Just to see where it's hole leads
And if it's a sprinkle
The stars won't twinkle
There'll be rain in our little eyes
We'll learn english
In the rain dish
Just enough to live our lives

I can't even touch you when you're ripe
I can't even







Hey lady I never pictured you one for photography
Documenting our sex life in the shade of old polaroids
Like it's so easy to forget when we cut these strings that tie us
That we used to be happier but now we're just a little imberessed
So while my friends deal with lady liquor and her tendency
To lead people to a place to sleep
She keeps my eyes open so I can pace this empty room and  talk
My brain can't find a way to shut down so I gotta walk I gotta walk
I'm going crazy to know if the baby's mine
-------------------- But I haven't talked to the women in about 5 or 6 years

Well well miss liquor
You're a bitch for this headache
I just wanted to soundly sleep on the floor
But you wanted me kneeled
Over the toilet puking up everything
But food cuzz I hardly eat so the jokes on you
Cuzz it doesn't burn near as much as it used to
So the joke the jokes on you

Yea that's good old Solomon Grundy born on a monday, christened on tuesday
Married on wednesday, took ill on thursday, came worse by friday
He died on saturday, and was buried on sunday but that wasn't the end of Solomon Grundy
I hear he talks and walks again

Or so sings that "unpretentious" Muse
As he laughs over this tale from old mother goose
"Oh world, Oh critics can't you see,
How Shakespeare oh shakespeare plagiarizes me"
Well what do you expect from a man in tights playing pretend on stage
Stealing thoughts and shaping them till they're his own like how Jervis Tetch stole wonderland
Now it's time I put on my cape and mask and go fight crime
Just so when I'm old and grey I have a story to tell to someone who won't give a shit

I guess for now it's just me and you Poison Ivy
If only you had the potency to kill me
I could save a lot of time that I waste high knocking over doors to see what's inside
Maybe it's you I hate maybe it's you it's you it's you it's you it's you it's
Hey lady you ever just feel so lazy and cranky
You'll just lie in bed for days watching as the calls fly by
Ignoring everything around like it's just a movie
You don't really want to see
Just so you can later make references
No one will ever understand
And you can see it just fly by their heads
As they sigh in their disapproval

But you know people just aren't as good as you lady
You're something different behind the camera's eye staring into mine
While we try so hard to forget that there might be some missed chances
At a perfect photo shoot
Just smile we'll have so much more to look back to
Just smile we'll have so much more
Just smile and we'll have more
Just smile awhile stack photos like dominoes in the back of your mind till they all go slinkying down the stairs on the fire slider cuzz it's coming up on winter's shiner, it's time this place gets fucking warm

She said seed
LEECH
Seed
LEECH
Just reach your arms right into the sky
Seed
LEECH
Seed
LEECH
That's all she'll ever be to me all she'll ever be to me but for now I'm not camera shy




My meals are all half eaten scattered across this cluttered room
It's such a mess being an apparent anorexic insomnia driven pig refusing his slop
It's such a mess to try to sleep alone when you can't sleep at all
And all the fanciful food rejects every empty wallet I have ever stumbled upon
I've held on to ghost past their carbon's date
I've held on to everything I own past it's expiration
That's just what you do when you personify all the critters and clouds in your posession
That's just what you do and do through the doughy dew da do
My eyes are heavy so so sickly my stomach twist and talks to itself
Trying it's best to wake me from this dream but I'm too involved in trying to force myself into some sort of fucking malnourished coma
Hah I know I know it's so fucking funny Hah HahHHH
But I feel I own a mimes smile theres no actual joke to tell behind my chapped lips
Fuck, I belong to the ocean
Yes to the ocean
It's a good old place to be
It's a good old sea
BUT I AM SEA SICK AT SEA OF SEEING WHAT I WAS TOLD TO SEE
I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE I DON'T CARE AT ALL
SO STOP POINTING OUT EVERY WHALE AND SEAGULL THAT PASSES BY
I THINK I BELONG TO THE SEA NOT TO THIS POORLY CONSTRUCTED GOD DAMN RAFT
Jesus Christian Cuntbearing Christ of crispy cream fried crustaceans
I don't really care for your calls about the job you're still not offering to me
I wanted to be one of those moneydriven slick and sly foxes upstairs
But my times so distorted I guess it's now worth minimum wage at this point
So on the count of free let's all jump and play keep away
Hiding hands filled with candy coats and assorted fancy glasses
Break out our herpes filled cracked and battered tongues
And let's discuss the current world at hand in metaphors on our fast thinking asses
"Will this rain ever go away and come again some other day"
Not with that attitude it won't, I can more then likely at this point guarantee that
The rain's here now to keep these dirty used towels wet
It's here now to wash away nothing but all our loveless cum filtered porn and cluttered trash
It's fucking fine slime
It's slime time
To cheer us up
I think I had fun
But then again I don't think I did Sam-I-am
I just kept myself dangling from these chin high monkey bars lost with shaking hands thinking
I need to just stick this landing and call it a night
Cuzz that's all anyone's good for
I don't like it, green eggs and ham means it's covered in mold
It's not in good taste to show up late at somebody's door step holding an entre of frozen moldy food
But It's not in good taste to refuse someone's offering
So now the taste of blood and puke is the only thing I'm tasting and it's never a good taste
And April get off your farfetched high horse
You're no better then anything I've ever written and you and I know how I feel about these songs in this diction
We both can't understand english we just mock letters we saw in our magizines
And we mock the motions of others because we live on a high horse that's not even made out to look like it could win a race
But cheer up please
Don't be sad
I hate April showers
There's more fun to be had
Write me back
Love and peices
Peace and meeces
Rawr! n_n






Dinosaur man
Dinosaur man
Dinosaur man
Dinosaur man
Do you have a fern
Put it on your head
Yea you got some water
But your plants be dead
Do you hear the birds
Listen to their songs
Our lives are broken
Lasted way too long
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and steals from the land
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and steals from the land
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and wrecks up the land
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and wrecks up the land
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
Drink up your water
Eat up broken teeth
Scales are looking broken
Smoking through a leaf
The bathing burning woman
Up against the wall
Inside out town map
In the broke down town hall
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and steals from the land
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and steals from the land
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and wrecks up the land
Dinosaur man
Takes from the pocket and wrecks up the land
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
Dinosaur man
Kill me now and take us later
I'm not the man with a plan but a deathwish
I'm not the man with a plan but I come with fish
I'm not the man with a plan but a deathwish
I'm not the man with a plan but I bring you fish





Broke down people where cars overheat
Hold up your hands and count the sheep
Till your lying awake for all night long
Waiting for dreams to write your songs

Hey there spider in the turtles shell
We'll take you to water but nowhere else
And the shadows talk behind your back
Get lost in the night's perspective lag

The eyeball symphony you showed to me
Became a puppet show on the highest tree
And all I know is that I don't really know
If I should believe in anything that I'm told

Labido sting I'll fill you up inside
With shortcut wires and the TM for bide
Sliding off like your the one in charge
Of the goddamn signal for you to barge

In the room with your favorite life
Static screen with artificial light
Lightbulbs filled with  intoxication
Driving you nuts through a family vactation

Gatby's tricks aren't too hard to see
If baby's crying why not just feed
Digest fake earthquakes in far off towns
I just don't want you to bring me down

Like it's all I have now
A terrible smirk so cocky and proud
Just take it all and cut me up
Just break it off to fuck you up

Pop it now before it dissolves
And take it out and insert the mods
Put your intellegence in some machine
I bet it'll look so squeky clean

We're beautiful in our plastic skin
So damn smug and our bones are thin
So afraid it's time to find
A connection from our blood to slime

We're all so high on idiocy
Messed up timing tendency
Talking over heads with heights so great
Just tell me something that's worth this wait

Oh you should feed me from over that wall
And cut my bread so all the whites off
Just fuck it
Fuck it

I just want burn outs to tell me which flames to touch
And drown victims to point out the best spots to swim
Oh sweet fire's embrace, the pain of a lovers claws
Just to be bathed in their waters within
I'm so sick of acid bonds with base fueled friction
So many trips to take while sitting on our asses
For some god damn enlightenment not even worth reaching
Oh but we'll see it through our shit covered glasses

But some things can't be helped
Other things could of but only much earlier
So fuck it
Just fuck it

If you can't meet the means of your lifestyle
Then by all means kid kill yourself




I took your hand and called you mine
Haunted your ghost with that poison light
I've seen enough to know it all
I've seen enough here
I found a little place on the sand for us
Where the sun won't kick us out
I've ran for miles just to sit and think
I can't run for miles now

I can keep up when it's falling down
To the ground in the center of town
Where the babies get wings
The people get kings
Neither know how to use them
So they just do there own thing
I guess

I've been stuck on the telephone waiting to drink
I've been stuck on the telephone waiting to drink
I hate this fake god damn conversation
I can't just sit and breathe and eat

We sat on the side with some coffee seed
And I ooked in the mirror to see what you see
But it's getting so hard to tell
It's getting eh so so
I've met everyone I needed to meet
But there's still strangers crowded around me
I've found love
Now throw it away

I'd trade the security for the doubt
And the debt drained me till I ran out
We got nothing to talk about
But I still dream like we do
But we never do

Don't bring me to water that I can't drink
I won't drag you out when its raining
You said you'd enjoy anywhere
But your smile comes out less frequently
I guess not at my frequency

I hate the waiting game
I hate waiting
I hate the waiting game
And I hate waiting
For  hours without end
I've been stuck on the telephone waiting to drink
I've been stuck on the telephone waiting to drink
I hate this fake god damn communication
I hate it





The toad hit the road
And the road killed the toad
Water overflows metal poles
Digging just to make holes
Microphone choked out
So I just had to shout
We eat grass
Our bloods grease
We're burnt out
A little at least
We eat grass
Our bloods grease
We're burnt out
A little at least





Eastside lover living on the west
Looking for something
All you need is a little rest
Your looking for something
Little tree frogs and lily pad toads
Looking for something
All my friends live under the roads
Looking for something
Tornado sucked my town last night
Looking for something
Tornado ate up my sight
But I ain't looking for nothing

Nothing at all

Blind old man eating from a can
Ain't got nothing
My whole world ate my hand
At least it's something
Apple of idiocy rots a druggies mind
He just need something
So burnt out with too much time
When you ain't got nothing
Dying alone with a lot a cash
Looking for something
But my world will always last
Now I ain't gotta look for nothing

Nothing at all but
Dominatrix
Dominatrix
Look at my tricks
It's dominatrix






All the air
In the sky
It was ash
And the sky was a patch
All the people
Singing little songs
With coffee lips
Taking little hits
Off my cigarette
And my mind
If you wanna go back
Just get off track
And I fall
All the way
Straight back down
On the ground
And I can't sleep
Can't do anything
But lie awake
Do nothing but shake
These little sounds
In my ear
They can't sleep
They're in too deep
It's getting old
Even in my youth
These sleepless nights
And the burning lights
And all the air
In the sky
It was ash
And the sky was a patch





She keeps her hands pressed
Dressed for success
Sweetheart's looking for a good time
I'll give her all of mine
If your looking for a ride
Come in with the tide
if your looking for some
I'll leave you numb
She left her teeth in her lips
Moving around them hips
Baby's getting over her head
Breaking the bed
The girl keeps moaning
The girl keeps moaning
The night keeps flowing
The night keeps flowing





Am I worth the weight you feel in lonely
A stream glowing through the empty gutter
Waiting on a stoned star lit summer
A few hopes you wouldn't let yourself mutter
But my lips were stained with that kiss
Another thing I won't ever forget
Couldn't sleep for days my mind was turning on
All the stuff we'll never want to get
And my blurry vision was getting to me
Another cut on my tongue forcing the lonely
The broken glasses weren't worth the empty
There's not always a conclusion to a memory
Was left around without feeling anything at all
And it seems my feet were lost in the ground
All my dreams had turned into nothing
What's lost is what's never found
Burnt out with these cigarette scars
The thoughts were too hard to share
Feel that breaking in my spine
I'll be fine and if not I really don't care
And my blurry vision was getting to me
Another cut on my tongue forcing the lonely
The broken glasses weren't worth the empty
There's not always a conclusion to a memory





You want to live on the screen
So you can learn that lover's lean
On their back for the worms
All the worms I've seen

Kicked off heading blue on loving doubt
Forgot even why you'd wanna be about
Just to turn up turning around
Just to end up turning into something I'd like

Your phone's off it;s been ringing off it's hook
Into the murky depth of this brook
Into the water where I see
It tear you up when it rings

I could only lie I can't really talk
Can't sit down to write when my legs wanna walk
I try to sleep it off
But I get lens flares caught in my eyes

We're just mirror machines
We all mimic what we see
Through the dust of a screen

I don't know what to say
But why's push become a shove
When I just wanna leave
Why's push become a shove
When I just wanna stay

I broke down in the street
But you broke everything
Bumping here into me

Just keep yourself amused
You got one life to live
Might as well be what you never wanted to be
You got one life to live
But I'd rather have immortality

Is there anything that'll keep me full
So I would never have to eat
Cuzz I'm getting pretty awfully sick
Of always having to repeat
I'm growing pretty awfully tired
Of always having to repeat
I'm getting pretty sick
Of always having to repeat
I'm growing pretty tired
Of always having to repeat
I'm growing pretty tired
I'm getting pretty sick
I'm growing pretty tired
Of this damn repeat

Why not crash your car into me
Trash it and drag it out of the street
Then lay out our blankets on the beach
I'd be home but the black outs make it hard to leave

In all this time I never learned
What's the best good god damn bridge to burn
Cuzz the one I rolled across
Is already falling down

The fickled burnhole of your mind
Never could find a place to hide
Where your shadows did
When you'd turn off the lights

The horrid ghosts you tamed so well
Had a little case of a fairy tale
They've never been so real to me
I still know all their names

Could there be a remedy
I could keep on file for whiting out scenory
I could keep on file for whiping out this century

Are we still alive
So much smoke in my blood
But I just came in for the night

Are we still alive
Are we still alive
Are we still alive
Why not just let it die
Are we still alive
Are we still alive
I'm pretty sick and tired
Of this ride
I'm pretty sick and tired
Of this ride
I'm pretty sick and tired
I'm pretty sick and tired
Are we still alive
Why not just let it die

We're keeping fish in the boats and people in the sea
We're so proud of ourselves, we found it hard to see
That the birds in the sky could get a quick something to eat
And the dangers at the bottom had us, well, already beat
We're keeping fish in the boats and people in the sea
We're so proud of ourselves, we found it hard to see
That the birds in the sky could get a quick something to eat
And the dangers at the bottom had us, well, already beat
We're keeping birds in cages and people in the air
Oh how long will it take you to come down from up there
A quick decline and you're falling heading south
Maybe I should of kept my words in my own damn mouth
We're keeping birds in cages and people in the air
Oh how long will it take you to come down from up there
A quick decline and you're falling heading south
Maybe I should of kept my words in my own damn mouth

But when your going down
But when your going down
But when your going down
You'll try to keep yourself up somehow
But when you hit the ground
But when you hit the ground
But when you hit the ground
It won't matter at all it won't matter at all
It won't matter at all it won't matter at all
It won't matter at all it won't matter at all
It won't matter at all it won't matter at all
It won't matter at all it won't matter at all

Days away
I'm just days away
From beating this game
And stepping back outside
To quote a robot
Who quoted a man
"War does not determine who is right
Only who is left"
You know, I was divine before etiquette ruined me
Back when water dripped freely
Instead of into the buckets and glass prisons
That stopped there path to somewhere out of town and landed gallons down our tongues
Oh, it was the great race of ceremony
That bent our hands together
In the simplest harmony among beings and stars
Until of course we divided as an atom and set the world on fire
We didn't want to
We never wanted to
But when they did, the vaults were way too cramped for me
To smoke Big Boss cigarettes and crawl through the vents like Snake, Solid?
I wanted to just float across the sky
In a ghost breath of smoke
To escape the radiation into a dreamland of condensation
Where the green grounds I dreamed up would grow
Let's go
Come on
Let's escape ourselves
Let us avoid this conflict
When I was let out, all I found way beyond ghost town walls
Was simply just highways and telephone poles
The old way of connecting us to one another
As they connect their selves in the greater scheme of things
Inside this small city all I want is a cold rum&nuka and some star caps
To win the prize of a toy badge and gun
But all I find is warm radiating cola and empty whiskey bottles
Hard times on the alcoholic stomach I've accumulated
That reminds me, just like the dehydration and alcoholism that divides my brain
I hear there's a war that divides this land that keeps people tongues tied to sides
When it was war raged nukes that got us here
But I guess "War, war never changes"
Well, I've heard some stories from some other folk
About a spot of land up north, full of lights and people
The place where some Greater Gatsby went before the war
To rediscover some American dream
The place where lizard men dwell long before
Nevada must of been a swamp for me to want to be on this journey
A place where I could soak up the light pollution
And dip my feet in the BLACK MARSH
New Vegas I don't know what to expect from you
The land where my pockets will grow with bottle caps
With cuter girls and tophead hats
Or the place where I'll die of alcohol poisoning
Until then, my days are the reptiles
Who escaped the zoo
Ran into the woods
And just waited for their meals to come
We all just wait for our meals to come
Just, "quench your thirst...and a little bit more"
All you have to do is, "take the leap...enjoy a Quantum"
But then again "why (exactly) are you down here instead of up there?"
All I can say
Is I'm just days away
Ring-a-ding, baby
Ring-a-ding